#TransparencyChangesLives What if I told you I opened my eyes this morning and felt empty? What if I told you before I smiled this morning I cried? What if I told you, I felt alone even though my children are down the hall?  Since I'm out here, let me go deeper.  What if I told you I felt unloved and hungry for love?Just what if?And what if, it was true?All these IF's were my reality this morning. I have learned my life, my pain, my moments are not just about me, but the pain is still real. I have to push through this to be able to help someone else close to me and far away.  I said God where are you? Why am I feeling this way, even now? It wouldn't break. The ...

He Wants To Lead The Dance When partners dance together they are in rhythm moving gracefully to the music as if they know the others step as there own. They glide together and the music within their ears beat the same and they create beauty and elegance. They flow until the position of who is leading changes. All of a sudden they are no longer in sync and their steps are offbeat and lack clarity of direction. As I sit here tonight, God has been showing me that our rhythm has been off and He showed me how. As I danced with Him in my living room, I felt a shift. I could feel Him and hear Him. As I danced without the desire to control my worship and move in perfection, He wrapped my ...