Sis, Don't Be Hidden His mouth says to you, you know you're my boo. His words sound so good when he says, "She doesn't understand me the way you do that's why I love you so much, you get me."At what cost are you being his boo? She doesn't understand him because maybe she calls him out on his stuff. You allow your feelings about what you see in him to go quiet because of your own need.What is your cost for being the secret girl or the side chick? What part of yourself says it's ok to be hidden?Baby Girl, he hides you because you allow him. He will tell you any negative you will listen to about her because he sees your insecurity and need for him.Flag on the play!!!Stop ...
*She took a risk and believed God loves her even though the enemy of her soul kept reminding her that she was nothing. She chose to believe in something that everything within her historical memory and life told her was impossible. **I would love to tell you that each time I choose to take a risk and trust God that everything is well. That would be a lie and you have been lied to and far too many times. I would love to tell you the memories won't feel current when you take this risk sis, but that would be a lie also. I will tell you that it is worth the risk. #RiskItAll *I take a risk daily to exchange my insecurities for the image that God shows me in a flash. Who me God? ...
Dear God,I allowed them to come into my life and not see me. They couldn't see beyond their desires and my heart was crying out to them. Their words did not line up with their actions, but I stayed. Their words sounded robotic as each of them had the same sound and the same movement that all ended in my heart being shattered. I became numb to my own feelings. I became as they needed me to be in order for them to see me and yet, I was invisible.They could have my body. This should be enough for their eyes to gaze into mine and give me what my heart had longed for, to hear them say, "I love you." Here I am at 51, single, and finally coming to grips with what my heart was really ...